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The Colors of the Soul

The forced laughter from a moment ago was now real. Ishita was completely immersed in the joy. Reet and her cousins had smeared her face with every color imaginable—a messy, vibrant tapestry against her skin. Her pristine **white *anarkali* suit** was now a kaleidoscope of pinks, greens, and yellows, the silver of her **oxidized jhumkas** catching the light with every move.

"Okay, okay! Enough, Reet!" Ishita laughed, wiping a streak of turquoise *gulaal* from her eye. The music was infectious, a modern mix with traditional Bollywood beats. She swayed gently, her feet instinctively tapping.

**Reet:** (Clapping her hands, eyes gleaming mischievously) "Look at you, Ishu! Even covered in powder, you’re glowing! You move like a dancer. Come on, don't just sway. Show us some of that Bollywood magic!"

**Ishita:** "Oh, no way! I'm just an amateur model, remember? I haven't done any serious dancing in ages. Plus, my training is mostly classical, it doesn't fit this music."

**Reet:** "Lies! I know you’re a Bollywood girl! But wait... I have the perfect song!"

Reet rushed to the speaker setup and, with a triumphant grin, changed the track. A soulful, haunting melody filled the air—the beautiful, evocative sound of **"O Rangrez."**

Ishita's heart skipped a beat. The song felt like a direct, aching conversation with her soul. It was a plea for surrender, for complete fusion—a concept that resonated deeply with the chaos and longing she was trying to bury.

**Reet:** "Ishu, this one's for you. I know you know it. Come on, your clothes are already ruined! What's the worst that can happen? Just let go. Dance for the sheer joy of it! Dance for yourself."

The 'crew'—Reet, and a few crew members —started cheering and coaxing.

"Come on, Ishita!"

"Don't be shy!"

"Do it for Holi!"

Ishita looked down at her hands, which were stained deep saffron. She took a deep breath, and in that instant, she decided to shed the layers of the **middle-class dreamer** and the **beginning model** and become just *Ishita*, the girl who spoke with her feet. She kicked off her sandals, the cool grass comforting under her feet.

She closed her eyes, letting the music wash over her.

ishita sharma perspective

### The Dance of Surrender

*O Rangrez, tere rang dariya mein*

*Doobna hai bas tera ban ke, haaye*

*Nahin rehna duja ban ke...*

I began with the subtle grace of **Kathak**. Her eyes—now wide and expressive—held all the yearning of the lyrics. I started with slow, deliberate movements, her hands (or *mudras*) telling the story of a soul waiting to be colored.

The intricate steps, the rapid, precise ***tatkar* (footwork)**, began to emerge. The sound of her soft **payal** finally came alive, chiming against the loud festive music.

*Ek bhi saans alag nahin leni*

*Khainch lena praan se tan ke*

*Haaye, nahin rehna duja ban ke...*

Her hips swayed with controlled, earthy elegance, her long, **curly hair** a swirling dark veil as she spun, her **anarkali** skirt flaring out to reveal the full spectrum of colors it now held. She moved with a hypnotic intensity, balancing the classical discipline with the raw, emotional power of the Bollywood melody.

*Apne hi rang mein mujhko rang de*

*Dheeme dheeme rang mein mujhko rang de*

*Sondhe sondhe rang mein mujhko rang de*

*Rang de na... rang de na... rang de na...*

Ishita opened her arms wide in a posture of complete surrender, her head tilted back, her vibrant, color-streaked face bathed in the afternoon sun. She wasn't just dancing; she was pleading—pleading to be overwhelmed, to be changed, to belong completely to something beautiful and powerful.

The whole garden had quieted. Everyone was watching the fiery, beautiful dreamer whose simple white suit had become a testament to her vibrant spirit.

*Rudra Singh Rathor** had retreated only to the edge of the sprawling lawn, a shadow clinging to the protective darkness beneath a sprawling banyan tree. i  watched her get pulled away, watched the bright yellow mark reet had pressed onto her pure soft light brown  cheek. The image had sparked a fierce, irrational anger in my chest.

And then, the music changed.

When the first haunting notes of **"O Rangrez"** filled the air, the coldness that was my armor started to crack. i saw her dismiss the cheap, trendy Bollywood beat and embrace the classical grace i hadn't known she possessed. She moved like poetry, a vibrant contradiction to his rigid reality.

She was pleading to be changed, to be colored, to belong. *Nahin rehna duja ban ke...*

i felt the familiar, ruthless control i maintained rhyth my emotions begin to fray. i watched her every turn, every rhythmic foot-stamp, every yearning hand gesture.  i come here to assess an investment, but now i am watching my future, my sanit my very existence, dance  before me

*She is my weakness. My chaos. My color.*

Then came the part of the song that felt like it was ripped from his own silent, savage heart:

**पीपल तू, मैं तो हूँ छाँव पिया**

**तभी हूँ मगन...**

*You are the tree, I am the shade, my beloved, that is why I am content...*

me, the *Pipal*—cold, imposing, unyielding, rooted in the stony ground of my business empire—and she, the *chhaon*—soft, comforting, a temporary refuge of warmth. And she was content to just be my shade. The thought was unbearable, yet thrilling. It made the air leave his lungs.

**नैनों में बस छब तेरी लहराये**

*Only your image sways in my eyes...*

He was utterly lost. Her brown eyes, wide with a dancer’s passion, were burning straight through the darkness he stood in, igniting something terrifyingly new within him. His heart, the organ he believed existed purely to pump blood and maintain his relentless life, was now beating a frenzied, desperate rhythm against his ribs.

**Rudra reached up, touching the perfectly tailored dark linen over his chest, feeling the wild, erratic pulse of his own heart. It was beating not for profit, not for power, but for her.**

He took a step forward, needing to get closer, needing to confirm that she was real, that this vibrant creature wasn't a hallucination conjured by his starved, emotionless mind.

**झलके छलके छलके रे**

**पर से हल्के हल्के...

I moved without looking down, my eyes fixed on her spinning figure. The steps to the small elevated platform i was on—steps i had scaled hundreds of times—suddenly felt treacherous. my heel caught on the edge.

**He stumbled.**

The cold, precise physics of a six-foot-three, two-hundred-pound man falling should have registered. The world should have snapped back into focus—control, stability, *safety*.

But it didn't.

Instead of crashing down, i show out my  hand, my survival instinct kicking in even as my mind was miles away, wrapped in the coils of her dance. my massive forearm slammed against the rough stone corner of the nearby garden wall.

A sharp, searing pain shot through his arm. He heard a sickening scrape of fabric and skin.

He didn't flinch. He didn't even notice.

**He used the wall as his anchor, pushing himself upright, his gaze never leaving Ishita.**

The little tear in his expensive linen shirt, the bead of crimson welling up on his fair skin—it was nothing. It was less than nothing. **He was lost in her.**

**अपने ही रंग में मुझको रंग दे**

**धीमे धीमे रंग में मुझको रंग दे**

**सौंधे सौंधे रंग में मुझको रंग दे**

**रंग दे ना रंग दे ना रंग दे ना आ...**

The final plea of the song was a demand on his very soul. *Color me. Change me. Make me your own.*

When she finished the dance, collapsing into that perfect, breathless *aasan*, the silence that followed was deafening. i  stood straight again, ignoring the dull, throbbing ache in my forearm. i felt a visceral need to claim her, to walk out of the shadow and mark her with a color that no *gulaal* could ever replicate—the color of his possession.

*i would not be the shade. i would be the life-force.*

he finally blinked, dragging his eyes away from her, only to find Reet and the others rushing toward Ishita. The moment was over. His chance was gone.

Rudra leaned back against the wall, his perfect world shattered, and for the first time in his life, the ruthless prince felt a cold, desperate fear. **He had come for an "assessment," but he was leaving utterly and irrevocably assessed, measured, and claimed by a middle-class dreamer.**

He turned, melting back into the shadows, his hand protectively clutching his now-bleeding forearm. The pain was irrelevant. **The real wound was in his heart, a terrifying, beautiful ache named Ishita.**

I took the glass of thandai Reet handed me, my heart still pounding from the dance. The cheers of my friends blurred around me, but my mind kept replaying the image of Rudra Singh Rathor — that cold, dark anchor against the riot of color.

I took a long drink to cool my throat and glanced over the lawn again. That’s when I saw him.

He was standing slightly apart, near the terrace edge, half in the shade, yet radiating a kind of magnetic intensity that made everything else fade. His dark shirt stood out sharply against the white stone behind him.

And then I noticed it — a small tear, jagged and dark, near his forearm. Worse, a faint crimson stain was spreading through the expensive grey fabric. He was holding his arm stiffly.

My blood ran cold. The celebration vanished in an instant. The memory of his cold words about “frivolities” was replaced by something far stronger — a fierce, protective instinct.

He’s hurt. And he’s standing there like it’s nothing.

“Excuse me,” I murmured to Reet, setting my glass down so abruptly that some thandai spilled over my fingers.

I hurried toward him, my payal chiming an urgent rhythm on the stone pathway. I saw Laksh, his assistant, hovering nervously nearby, along with two massive bodyguards.

Just as I was about to reach him, one of the guards — a mountain of a man — stepped in front of me, subtly blocking my path.

“Sir,” the guard said gruffly to Rudra, “I should check that for you. It looks nasty. Maybe we should call the medic.”

Rudra didn’t even turn his head. The glare he gave that man could have frozen fire — pure, concentrated menace. The guard recoiled instantly, looking at the ground.

That was my chance. I stepped around him, ignoring the pounding in my chest, and stopped inches away from Rudra. My voice came out sharper than intended, trembling with worry.

“Mr. Rathor! What happened? You’re bleeding!”

He finally looked at me. Those ocean-blue eyes of his held a strange, unreadable mix — cold detachment and something far more dangerous underneath.

He spoke casually, almost bored. “It’s nothing, Ishita. A minor abrasion. I caught my sleeve on the stair railing. My clumsiness, nothing more.”

I ignored that. My eyes were fixed on the blood seeping through his sleeve. The wound might not be deep, but it still needed to be cleaned. His refusal to acknowledge it infuriated me.

“A minor abrasion that requires cleaning and dressing, sir,” I said firmly. “You need antiseptic, maybe a tetanus shot. Don’t be ridiculous — you can’t just stand here and bleed.”

I reached out before I could think better of it, my stained fingers brushing his sleeve. My touch left smudges of pink and yellow on his expensive shirt.

“Come on,” I said, my voice soft but certain. “You need treating. We’ll go inside. Reet has a first-aid kit.”

I didn’t wait for permission. I caught his uninjured wrist and began to pull him gently toward the house, determined to drag the stubborn man out of his shadow.

Rudra’s Perspective:

I leaned against the cool stone wall, trying to regain control. The pain in my forearm was dull, manageable — a reminder of my lapse, my carelessness, my weakness. But the physical pain was nothing compared to the storm still raging inside me after watching Ishita dance.

And then I saw her coming.

A walking explosion of color and light.

And for some reason, straight toward me.

My first instinct was to step back, to fix my mask before she reached me. I glared at my bodyguard, a silent command for him to retreat. No one needed to see me like this — injured, imperfect. He got the message immediately and backed away.

But Ishita wasn’t like the others. She didn’t stop at the invisible walls I built around myself.

“Mr. Rathor! What happened? You’re bleeding!” she said, her voice breaking through everything — the noise, the control, the walls.

I forced calm into my voice. “It’s nothing, Ishita. A minor abrasion. I caught my sleeve on the stair railing. My clumsiness, nothing more.”

But she didn’t believe me. Her eyes — wide, furious, protective — told me she saw through every lie I tried to hide behind.

“A minor abrasion that requires cleaning and dressing,” she said firmly. “You need antiseptic. Don’t be ridiculous. You can’t just stand here and bleed.”

And then she touched me.

Her fingers, stained with Holi colors — the very chaos I despised — brushed my sleeve gently. The warmth of her touch and the sheer audacity of her tone tore through my composure like a blade.

“Come on,” she said, tugging at my hand. “You need treating. We’ll go inside.”

For a second, I forgot how to breathe.

I looked down — her small hand wrapped around my wrist, her face lifted toward mine, streaked with color and worry. I should have stopped her. I should have reminded her who I was, how people didn’t touch me, how I didn’t need help.

But instead, I found myself following.

“Ishita,” I said, my voice lower, rougher than I meant it to be. “I am perfectly capable of handling a scrape. I have…” I trailed off. I’d faced worse — betrayal, power games, bloodier cuts. But none of them disarmed me like this woman did with one look.

She stared back, completely unmoved by my authority.

A sigh escaped me — quiet, surrendering. “Fine. But we’ll make this quick. I don’t have time to waste on…”

I looked at her face again, at the wild color smeared across her cheek, the determination blazing in her eyes, and the word frivolities died on my tongue.

“…on a simple cut,” I finished weakly.

I didn’t pull away. I let her lead me — Rudra Singh Rathor, the man who ruled empires — being pulled through sunlight and laughter by a woman covered in pink powder and concern.

And as we walked, something inside me shifted. Every step with her felt like being dragged out of my fortress, out of the cold, and into the warmth I’d sworn I didn’t need.

Behind us, I heard Laksh mutter softly under his breath,

“Poor Mr. Rathor. Thinks he’s going for a dressing. Doesn’t know it’s his heart she’s about to treat.”

I followed Ishita into Reet’s studio — a quiet, sunlit sanctuary far removed from the chaos outside. The scent of paint and canvas clung to the air, sharp and grounding, a blessed relief from the heavy sweetness of *gulaal* and laughter echoing through the lawn.

She told me to sit, and I did. The velvet couch sank beneath my weight, too soft, too warm, too… *foreign.* Everything about this room felt unfamiliar — maybe because it wasn’t built for control. It was built for creation, for emotion. For people like *her.*

I watched as she moved — the graceful flow of her color-streaked *anarkali*, the messy sway of her curls as she searched for the first-aid kit. Every gesture was purposeful, quick, and yet there was something sacred about it. Even covered in cheap Holi powder, she radiated a fierce, unfiltered beauty that made it hard to breathe.

She found the box७, turned, and then — she knelt.

Right in front of me. Her head bowed, her hands steady, as if tending to a wound was the most natural thing in the world.

A shock went through me. My entire body tensed. No. I couldn’t—wouldn’t—let that happen.

Not *her.*

Before she could lower herself completely, my hand shot out — not to touch her, but to press firmly against the couch beside her, blocking her path.

“Stop.” My voice came out low, rough, absolute. The kind of tone that usually silenced rooms. “You will not kneel, Ishita. Not for me, not for a minor wound, and not for anyone. Ever.”

The words felt heavier than they should have — not an order, but a vow.

Because deep down, I knew the truth: *she didn’t belong at my feet; she belonged above my chaos.*

Her head lifted slowly. Brown eyes, wide with surprise, met mine. For a moment, silence stretched between us — her confusion brushing against the weight of my command. Then she nodded once, no protest, no argument, just quiet understanding.

She stood and took the space beside me instead. Too close. Her presence disrupted everything — my air, my pulse, my carefully constructed restraint.

She reached for my arm, the injured one, and I felt the ghost of her fingers against my skin. The motion sent a current through me — one that had nothing to do with pain.

“Okay, Sir. Hold still. This is going to sting,” she said softly.

I watched her hands — small, steady, smudged with pink and yellow — unpack the first-aid kit. Every touch transferred a little more color onto me. She didn’t notice, but I did. Those Holi stains, once meaningless, were now marks of *her*. I didn’t flinch. I let her claim me in color.

“See?” she murmured under her breath as she opened the antiseptic. “This is why you don’t stand there bleeding, Mr. Rathor. You’re too handsome to get an infection.”

The antiseptic hit the cut, and the sharp sting cut through the haze. I sucked in a quiet breath — a soft hiss escaping before I could stop it.

*Tsk.* Damn it. Control. Maintain control.

But she heard it. Of course she did. Her head snapped up, concern flooding her face. And before I could say a word, she leaned in — closer than anyone had ever dared — and gently blew across the wound.

Warm air. Sweet breath. The faint scent of *thandai* and color dusted across her lips.

My heart nearly forgot its rhythm.

“Sorry! Sorry, sorry!” she stammered quickly, her breath still brushing my skin. “It’s okay, I’m almost done. Does that help?”

It did. Too much. The warmth of her breath soothed more than the sting — it burned through my restraint. For a brief, reckless second, I wanted to pull her closer. To feel that same warmth everywhere she’d never dare to touch.

Instead, a smile — uninvited and dangerously real — threatened to betray me. I lowered my head, pretending to study the wall, hiding it like a man concealing a weapon.

*She’s blowing on my cut like I’m a child… and I’m letting her.*

I could hear her breathing, soft but uneven, feel the small pocket of heat between us. I couldn’t remember how I’d gotten hurt anymore. The pain didn’t matter. Her touch did.

“It’s fine, Ishita,” I muttered, my voice thick, rougher than I wanted it to be. “You don’t have to fuss over it.”

She ignored me entirely — as she always did.

“Don’t be a stubborn prince, Sir,” she said, eyes fixed on her work. “This is what you get for coming to a party you claimed was beneath you. The universe just has a sense of humor — it forces you to slow down.”

Her words made something inside me twist — that maddening mix of amusement and awe that only she could summon.

When she finished dressing the cut, she secured the bandage carefully, her fingers brushing my skin one last time. The simple white gauze stood out against my tanned arm — a small, fragile symbol of care I didn’t deserve.

“There,” she said, glancing up, her voice softer now. “Done. Try to keep it dry. You should still get a tetanus shot, but for now… this will do.”

And just like that, she released me.

The loss of contact was immediate — cold, sharp, empty. My arm felt lighter, but my chest, heavier.

I looked down at the bandage, at her handiwork, at the traces of color she’d unknowingly left behind. Then I looked at *her*. The girl who defied me, disarmed me, healed me — all without trying.

The words slipped out before I could stop them, low and rough, heavier than they should have been.

“I came because you asked me to,” I said, my gaze locked on hers, every syllable soaked in truth I couldn’t disguise. “The only thing I assess in this building, Ishita… is you

**Ishita’s Perspective:

His voice still echoed in my ears — low, deliberate, devastatingly calm:

**“I came because you asked me to. The only thing I assess in this building, Ishita, is you.”**

For a second, the world went utterly still.

The air felt heavier, thicker — as if every molecule had decided to listen to him, too.

My pulse stumbled. My breath refused to cooperate.

*He came for me?*

The same man who treated emotions like weaknesses? Who thought laughter was noise, and color a distraction?

He broke his own rigid rules — because of me?

A hot flush climbed up my neck, painting my cheeks deeper than any *gulaal*. My fingers itched to do something — smooth my dupatta, fix my hair, *anything* — but I couldn’t move. I couldn’t even look at him.

Those ocean-blue eyes of his were still on me — steady, unblinking, burning.

I dropped my gaze to the safest thing in the room — the neat white bandage on his forearm.

Neutral. Harmless.

Unlike him.

“Mr. Rathor… I—I don’t…” The words tangled hopelessly on my tongue. “That’s not…”

I couldn’t finish the sentence. I didn’t even know what I wanted to say. Deny it? Accept it?

How could I, when my heart was pounding loud enough to drown out thought itself?

Then his voice shifted — softer, but still carrying that impossible authority.

“How will you be going home, Ishita?”

The sudden change of topic hit like a splash of cold water.

“Oh,” I said quickly, grateful for something *normal* to hold onto. “By auto, maybe. Or a cab. It’s not far from the main road.”

“There is no need for that,” he replied immediately, calm but firm. “I will drop you.”

I shot to my feet before he could even finish. “No, Sir! Really, that’s too kind, but I can’t let you. Look at your hand — you just got it dressed! You shouldn’t be driving with an injury. I’m perfectly fine taking a cab.”

I turned toward the studio door, desperate for air — for distance — for sanity.

But his voice followed, low and absolute:

**“Ishita.”**

Just my name. That was all it took to stop me.

“I am perfectly capable of driving,” he said. “This wound is nothing. Do not use it as an excuse to avoid my company.”

I froze. The command in his tone wasn’t cruel — it was magnetic. A pull I couldn’t fight, even if I wanted to.

“Sir, please,” I tried again, my voice thin, trembling. “I appreciate the offer, but it’s late, and I don’t want to inconvenience you. I—”

Before I could finish, a warm hand wrapped around my wrist.

I hadn’t heard him move.

But now he was behind me — close enough for his presence to eclipse everything else.

He didn’t yank or hurt me. It wasn’t restraint. It was… possession. Gentle, sure, inescapable.

He drew me back, one step, then another, until I was standing just inches from him.

My heart broke into a wild, erratic rhythm — *dhak dhak dhak* — loud, desperate, traitorous. I was certain he could hear it.

His breath brushed the back of my neck as he leaned slightly closer, his voice a dangerous whisper meant for me alone.

**“Look at me, Ishita.”**

I swallowed hard, forcing my chin up, forcing myself to meet his gaze.

Big mistake.

Those eyes — deep, blue, unwavering — searched me like they were peeling back every layer I’d built to protect myself.

Then came the words. Low, rough, straight to the core:

**“Tell me the truth. Is it that you’re not comfortable with me? Are you scared of me? Or do you think I am the kind of man who would take advantage of a girl alone in my car? Tell me — do you trust me that little?”**

The question sliced through me.

He wasn’t angry. He was… hurt. Or maybe testing me. Either way, the ache in his voice hit something raw inside my chest.

“No!” The denial tore out of me before I could think. “Mr. Rathor, absolutely not! I— I trust you. I really do. I trust you the most.”

The second I said it, the truth of it hit me like a wave.

I *did* trust him. More than anyone.

More than made sense.

I trusted the cold, unreadable man who didn’t believe in festivals or laughter — because beneath all that, I’d seen the steel that never wavered, the silence that protected more than it punished.

His hand was still on my wrist, warm and steady. Not demanding. Just *there.*

And I didn’t pull away.

Couldn’t.

I was standing too close to the truth — his and mine — to move.

The space between us had disappeared, and in its place was something wordless, pulsing, alive.

He trusted me to be honest.

And I had been.

Now I just didn’t know where that honesty would lead us

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