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Spoon By Spoon

### **The Final Day of the Shoot**

Days turned into a week, a blur of focused work, punctuated by stolen moments and shared, secret smiles. The project, sponsored by Rathor Industries, was finally finished. The last shot was canned, and the studio erupted in the excited chatter of wrap-up.

**Reet** approached Ishita, beaming, her arms already loaded with sketchbooks.

**Reet:** **"Ishita! You were a dream! Seriously! If this collection is a hit-and it will be-*toh hum jaldi hi dobara milenge!* You are my favorite muse and artist!"** (We will meet again soon!)

**Ishita:** (Smiling, genuinely happy) **"I loved the vision, Reet! Call me anytime, you know I'm always game for crazy concepts."**

Ishita spent the next fifteen minutes saying goodbye to the crew-the other models, the stylists, the lighting technicians. She hugged Reet tightly, promising to meet soon for *chaat* and gossip. She was her usual vibrant self, laughing and making quick jokes.

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### **The Final Stop: Rudra**

Then, there was only one person left.

Rudra was standing slightly apart, near the main exit, his arms crossed over his chest, but his usual stern posture softened into an expectant watchfulness. He was in a crisp white shirt today, a stark contrast to his dark trousers, looking every inch the powerful magnate, yet his eyes were entirely devoted to her.

Ishita walked toward him, the crowd noise fading away until only their quiet anticipation remained.

**Ishita:** (She stopped a respectful distance away, a warm, bright smile on her face) **"*So, Mr. Rathor.* It's a wrap. *Project done.*"**

**Rudra:** (He unfolded his arms, taking a deliberate step closer. His eyes drank in her flawless beauty-her hair was still perfectly styled, and her eyes sparkled) **"Project done, Ishita. And flawlessly executed, as expected. *Mera paisa vasool ho gaya.*"** (My money was worth it.)

**Ishita:** (She chuckled softly, the familiar, lovely sound he cherished) **"*Aap toh business ki baat hi karenge.*"** (You will only talk about business.) **"Thank you for the opportunity, Rudra. It was great working with your team."**

**Rudra:** (He ignored her formal politeness, his gaze intense, focusing on the small curve of her smile) **"You know the thanks are unnecessary. *Tumhari presence hi mere liye opportunity thi.*"** (Your presence itself was the opportunity for me.)

He reached out, his hand hovering near her cheek, not touching, but expressing the depth of his admiration.

**Rudra:** **"You look tired, but so satisfied. *Yeh jo chamak tumhari aankhon mein hai, yeh asli success hai.* Not those signed papers."** (This glow in your eyes is the real success.)

**Ishita:** (Her cheeks flushed slightly under his intense scrutiny. She looked down for a second, feeling the familiar, thrilling shyness) **"*Aap bhi...* you look handsome today. *Safed shirt mein.*"** (You too... in the white shirt.)

**Rudra:** **"I only wear white when I need to feel calm. *Aur tumhare saamne toh...* I need all the calm I can get."** (And in front of you...)

He took another step closer, their space shrinking. The air felt charged with their unspoken emotion.

**Rudra:** **"So, you're leaving now. *Kab milenge dobara?* Should I wait for the next project, or will I be lucky enough to see my *'shanti'* sooner?"** (When will we meet again?)

**Ishita:** (She bit her lip, meeting his gaze with playful defiance) **"*Aap mujhe phone kar sakte hain, Mr. Rathor.* If you don't think that is too much of a distraction from your important board meetings."**

**Rudra:** (He shook his head slowly, his expression softening into profound affection) **"Never. You are the priority. Always. *Aur waise bhi...* I need to start preparing for your first scolding session. *Wada kiya tha na?*"** (I promised, right?)

**Ishita:** **"*Haan, wada kiya tha.*"** (Yes, I promised.)

**Rudra:** (He gently lifted her hand, not to kiss it formally like the CEO, but to hold it softly, admiring her small fingers) **"Go home, Ishita. Rest. *Apne novels padho, apni khushi dhoondho.* I'll call you tonight. Tell me what you want for dinner tomorrow. My treat. *Aur no 'Mummy is alone' excuses.*"** (Read your novels, find your happiness. And no 'Mummy is alone' excuses.)

**Ishita:** (She smiled, her heart full, pulling her hand back reluctantly) **"Okay, Rudra. *Bye.*"**

She turned and walked away, the scent of her perfume lingering. He didn't move until she was completely out the door, his gaze following her-a silent, powerful promise that this goodbye was temporary, and their story was just beginning.

The last few weeks had been a blur of foundation, contour, and camera flashes. I was exhausted, but happy. *This* was the dream.

I was wrapping up a bridal client at the studio-a high-stakes, demanding appointment-when my phone buzzed discreetly on the vanity table.

**Rudra Singh Rathor.**

He rarely called this late unless he was stuck in a time zone 12 hours away. I glanced at the clock: 11:30 PM.

**Ishita** (Inner Monologue): *Something's wrong. He's either in London or he's overthinking his carrot diet again.*

I excused myself for a moment, stepping into the quiet storage room, and answered softly.

**Ishita:** "*Hello?* Rudra? *Abhi tak office mein ho kya?*" (Are you still in the office?)

**Rudra:** (His voice was lower than usual, rough around the edges-not sharp, just deeply tired) **"No. Home. Just... finished reviewing the legal brief for the new infrastructure project."**

**Ishita:** "Oh. Okay. *Toh so jao na.* Why are you calling so late? *Mummy-Papa ne dekh liya toh kal mujhe daant padegi!*" (Then go to sleep. If Mom-Dad see it, I'll get scolded tomorrow!)

**Rudra:** (A brief, humorless sigh on the other end) **"I know. I just... I saw something."**

**Ishita:** "Saw what? A profitable merger? A stock dip? *Kya hua?*" (What happened?)

**Rudra:** **"No. I was reviewing the blueprints. And I saw the architect's concept for the employee recreation area-a garden lounge. And the lighting... the way the shadows fell on the rendering... it reminded me of the society garden."**

My breath hitched. The society garden. Where I cried, and he made his promise.

**Ishita:** (My voice dropped to a whisper) **"Oh."**

**Rudra:** **"And then I remembered the sound of your crying. And I realized how badly I messed up that day. *Mujhe woh din har blueprint mein dikhta hai.*"** (I see that day in every blueprint.) **"I needed to hear your voice, Ishita. To confirm that you're laughing right now. *Ki tum theek ho.*"** (That you are okay.)

His raw honesty, his admission that he saw our pain in his powerful, corporate world, made the tears prickle my eyes again, but this time, out of pure, deep emotion.

**Ishita:** (I closed my eyes, a genuine, soft smile on my face) **"*Main bilkul theek hoon, Rudra. Aur main abhi hass rahi hoon.* Because you missed me so much, you called at midnight over a blueprint."** (I am perfectly fine, Rudra. And I am laughing right now.)

**Rudra:** **"Yes. I missed you. Good night, Ishita. Drink your water."**

He hung up, the silence ringing with the loudest confession he could manage. *I missed you.*

### **From Rudra Singh Rathor's Perspective**

I stared at the phone after hanging up. Coward. Absolute coward.

I hadn't told her about the real reason for the call: I'd spent the last hour reviewing security footage of the studio entrance, just to watch the clip of her leaving earlier that day-the way she tied her hair, the way she flashed a quick, brilliant smile at Charlotte.

The moment the blueprint detail surfaced in my mind, it became my excuse. I used the pain of our past fight to mask the desperation of my current need.

I walked to the window, looking out over the silent, wealthy grounds of the Rathor mansion.

**Rudra** (Inner Monologue): *She calls me Sir. She teases me. She forgives me. She brings me shanti.*

The truth was a heavy, suffocating weight: I was addicted to her existence.

A new text notification popped up on my phone.

**From: Ishita**

**"Main aapke liye ek cheez bhej rahi hoon. Apni neend sacrifice karke. Abhi dekho, aur phir so jao. Aur haan... main bhi aapko miss karti hoon."** (I'm sending something for you. Sacrificing my sleep. Look at it now, and then go to sleep. And yes... I miss you too.)

My hand trembled slightly as I clicked on the image she sent.

It was a selfie. Not a professional, model-perfect picture. Just her, in a soft cotton t-shirt, messy bun, eyes sleepy but warm, and she was holding up a piece of paper scrawled with bright red lipstick:

**"GOODNIGHT, MR. ROBOT. AND I DRANK WATER."**

A fierce, uncontrolled smile broke across my face. She knew me too well. She always countered my coldness with warmth, my fear with courage.

I typed out a reply instantly, abandoning the dryness, abandoning the formality.

**To: Ishita**

**"I will call you tomorrow. Properly. You and I. We need to talk."**

I hit send. The line had been crossed. The next move was mine

The sun was barely up, but I was already dressed in my sharpest suit-a suit designed for battle, but worn today for an admission of defeat. The simple fact that I had texted her, "We need to talk," had made the previous night's sleep impossible.

I sat in my study, the Singapore file untouched. My usual 7 AM meeting with Laksh was pushed. Nothing was more important than the conversation I was about to have.

I looked at my phone, seeing her lipstick-scrawled note, **"GOODNIGHT, MR. ROBOT. AND I DRANK WATER."**

*Mr. Robot.* That's the shield I wear. But she sees the man inside.

I pressed the call button. I didn't want to text this; I needed to hear her voice, steadying me before I committed the ultimate act of vulnerability: defining us.

**Rudra:** (My voice was firm, but lacking its usual corporate edge) **"Ishita. Good morning."**

**Ishita:** (Her voice, chirpy and awake, instantly calmed the storm) **"Good morning, Rudra! Wow, *aaj subah-subah!* Everything okay? Did you sleep?"**

**Rudra:** **"I slept eventually. But I'm calling about the text I sent last night. *We need to talk, properly.* Not about work, not about the gym trainer, and definitely not about *gulab jamuns.*"**

**Ishita:** (A slight pause, a breath held) **"*Oh.* Okay. *Theek hai.* Where and when? I have a client at noon."**

**Rudra:** **"Noon is too late. I'll pick you up in thirty minutes. We will go to the terrace lounge at the Rathor Tower. It's private. *Koi disturb nahi karega.*"** (No one will disturb us.)

**Ishita:** **"Rathor Tower? *Itni jaldi?* Rudra, I... I need time to get ready."** (So early?)

**Rudra:** **"You look beautiful even in a makeup-covered smock. *Aur main tumhe jaante hue pura saal lagaya hai.* I don't need an hour's notice. Thirty minutes, Ishita. Be ready."** (It has taken me a full year to know you.)

I heard her soft, nervous sigh, but she didn't argue. That surrender-that trust-was more precious than any contract.

**Ishita:** **"Okay. Thirty minutes. *Milte hain.*"** (See you.)

I hung up. The clock was ticking. The moment of truth was here. I wasn't just risking a simple relationship; I was risking the only *shanti* my soul had ever known.

**Rudra** (Inner Monologue): *Be careful, Rathor. Don't use the 'L' word. Not yet. Just lay the cards down. Tell her what she is to you, without forcing her to commit.*

I stood up, adjusting my tie. I was ready to face the most terrifying negotiation of my life.

Thirty minutes later, Ishita was sitting across from me in the exclusive, sunlit terrace lounge of the Rathor Tower. The city skyline stretched out below us, an empire I commanded, but my focus was entirely on the small coffee cup in her hands.

She looked beautiful, despite the hurried preparation. She was wearing a simple, elegant cotton dress, and her hair, freshly washed, tumbled around her face.

**Rudra:** (I leaned back, trying to appear calm, but my knuckles were white where I gripped my own cup) **"Thank you for coming so early. *Coffee theek hai?*"** (Is the coffee okay?)

**Ishita:** (She gave a small, nervous smile) **"*Coffee bahut achhi hai.* But I don't think you called me here at 8 AM to discuss Arabica beans, Rudra."** (The coffee is very good.) **"*Kya baat karni thi?* You sounded... serious."** (What did you want to talk about?)

I put my cup down, the clink echoing in the vast, silent space. This was the moment. The jump into the unknown.

**Rudra:** **"Yes. Serious. Ishita, *dekho.* I know what we have... it's unconventional."**

I paused, gathering my thoughts, struggling to articulate the chaos she represented.

**Rudra:** **"We don't see each other often now that the project is over. But every time you walk away, *ek khaali jagah reh jaati hai.*"** (A void remains.) **"And that void, that absence, it affects my decisions. It affects my focus. *Yeh toh business ke liye bhi achha nahi hai.*"** (This isn't even good for business.)

**Ishita:** (She looked down at her coffee, tracing the rim with her finger) **"*Mujhe bhi achha nahi lagta jab aap bina kuch bole chale jaate hain.* The silence... it's heavy."** (I also don't like it when you leave without saying anything.)

**Rudra:** (I nodded, accepting her critique) **"I know. The silence is heavy because... because I don't have the courage to say what I feel. *Main hamesha se cold-blooded raha hoon. Emotions... woh mere area nahi hain.*"** (Emotions... they are not my area.)

I took a deep breath, trying to define the connection without using the dangerous 'L' word.

**Rudra:** **"Ishita, *jab tum mere paas hoti ho,* when you are teasing me, when you are scolding me, *mujhe lagta hai ki... ki main Rudra Singh Rathor nahi, main bas... Rudra hoon.*"** (When you are with me, I feel like I am not Rudra Singh Rathor, I am just... Rudra.)

**Rudra:** **"You are the only person who sees through the CEO. You see the man who reads books, who needs *shanti,* who is afraid of his mother's cooking and his Dadi's scolding. *Tum meri sachhai ho.*"** (You are my truth.)

**Rudra:** **"I don't want that to stop. I don't want the distance to grow. *Main chahta hoon ki tum... mere paas raho.* In my life. As my... my stability."** (I want you to remain with me.)

### **Ishita Sharma's Perspective:

His words, spoken against the backdrop of the massive city, were the most vulnerable thing I had ever heard from him. He wasn't demanding anything; he was confessing a profound, essential *need*.

He was saying, *You are my human connection. Don't leave.*

**Ishita:** (I placed my cup down, meeting his earnest gaze. I needed to let him know I understood the magnitude of his admission) **"*Rudra...* I know. *Aur mujhe bhi achha nahi lagta jab aap sirf text karte hain.*"** (And I also don't like it when you only text.)

**Ishita:** **"*Mujhe bhi aapki aadat ho gayi hai.* Your calls, your stupid 'Hydration?' texts, your scary car pulling up outside the studio. *Woh sab... meri routine ban gayi hai.*"** (I have also gotten used to you. All of that... has become my routine.)

I smiled gently, letting him see the depth of my soft forgiveness and acceptance.

**Ishita:** **"I am not going anywhere. *Mujhe pata hai aap himmat nahi kar rahe.* It's okay. *Hum dheere dheere chalenge.*"** (I know you don't have the courage. It's okay. We will go slowly.)

**Ishita:** **"But if you want me in your life, *toh promise karo ki tum mujhse baat karoge.* Not just about business. About your fears. About the songs you listen to when you think no one is listening."** (Promise me you will talk to me.)

**Rudra:** (A deep breath escaped him, the relief washing over his tense features) **"Promise. *Pakka wala promise.*"** (A solid promise.)

**Rudra:** **"So, we agree. No matter what the schedule is, no matter what project you're on, *tum meri stability ho.* And I will be yours. *Jab bhi tumhe meri zaroorat ho.*"** (You are my stability. Whenever you need me.)

He finally reached across the table, his hand strong and warm, covering mine in a gesture that cemented their *unspoken* commitment.

**Rudra:** **"*Aur ab. Mujhe bhook lag rahi hai.* Let's order some proper breakfast. *Woh bekar ki carrots nahi.*"** (And now. I am hungry. Not those useless carrots.)

Days passing like this

### **[Ishita's Perspective]**

It's become... a rhythm now.

Us.

We meet at my studio park sometimes - just sit under the old gulmohar tree. Me cross-legged, him with one knee up, always in his crisp shirt sleeves, watch on wrist, hair slightly tousled from the wind.

He always listens. Even when he pretends not to.

I always talk. Even when I pretend I don't want to.

Other days, we go out for lunch or dinner.

He lets me choose the place - always.

But when it comes to food... god, he's *so* predictable.

"Grilled quinoa salad, no dressing, and a green smoothie," he'd tell the waiter, and I'd immediately make a face.

**"Aapko khana pasand bhi hai ya bas punishment lagti hai?"** I'd tease.

He'd just smirk. **"Khaane ke baare mein emotions nahi hote, Ishita. Discipline hota hai."**

Huh. *Of course, Mr. Discipline.*

But that day - oh that *one* day - I planned a tiny rebellion.

We were walking back to his car after a casual dinner. He was holding my hand - fingers interlaced, secure, firm - always checking if the road was clear before I crossed, always opening the car door first.

We stopped at a small roadside ice cream cart.

And I pulled his hand.

**"Bas 5 minute. Please!"**

**"Ishita-"** he started, his brows already pinching. "It's all sugar and air."

I rolled my eyes and went to the counter.

"One scoop chocolate, one scoop vanilla," I grinned. "And a tiny spoon for *him.*"

He looked horrified. "Main nahi-"

I turned to him, walked right up, and raised the spoon to his lips.

**"Since childhood, you've never had it. And that's just sad."**

He stared at me. Then at the spoon. Then at me again.

**"Zindagi bhar ke liye diabetes ka invitation hai yeh."**

**"Zindagi bhar ke liye nahi. Sirf ek bite."**

He hesitated.

Then finally - *finally* - he opened his mouth slightly. I pushed the chocolate scoop gently in.

His face twisted, like he didn't know if he was offended or amused.

**"It's... cold."**

I burst out laughing.

**"Waah, kya observation skills hain CEO sahab ke."**

But then, he licked his lips and looked... thoughtful.

**"It's not bad."**

**"Sweet. Like... you."**

My cheeks flushed.

He didn't say things like that often. But when he did... they stayed with me for days.

### **[Rudra's Perspective]**

I still remember the exact temperature of that first bite.

4°C, maybe 3.

It was jarring. Irritating. Unnecessary.

But...

The way she looked at me when I took that bite - like a kid who just won a prize - was *worth* the brain freeze.

I never liked sweets. Never liked indulgence.

But she... she makes even disobedience feel beautiful.

She laughs so loudly when I do something "normal."

As if every small step I take towards emotion is a grand miracle.

She doesn't know this, but when I walk into her studio park and see her sitting there in a kurti, her braid brushing her back, her duppata fluttering - I forget boardrooms, deadlines, chaos.

Sometimes we sit and don't talk at all. She just leans her head on my shoulder and plays with my watch.

And I feel...

Whole.

Ishita Sharma - my chaos, my softness.

The only girl who makes a ruthless man eat chocolate.

And I'd do it again.

A hundred times.

Because maybe, just maybe -

She's melting me.

Spoon by spoon.

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