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My Silent Guardian: The Price of Peace

### **[Rudra's Perspective]**

The chaos of the corporate world, the stress, and the residual heat from the park fight finally faded the moment I walked into Bebe's room. Her room was the only place in the massive Rathor Mansion that held genuine warmth and the scent of peace.

I walked straight to her divan. Bebe was doing her evening prayers, but the second she saw me, she patted her lap. I immediately sank down, resting my head sideways on her soft, comforting lap. It had been years-decades, almost-since I had allowed myself this simple, childish comfort.

**Preeto Dadi (Bebe):** (She gently stroked my hair, her touch a balm to my weary mind) **"*Aah gaya mera puttar.* Today you look like a tired soldier, not a prince. *Kya hua mere bache ko?*"** (My son has come. What happened to my child?)

**Rudra:** (I sighed, closing my eyes, feeling the tension ease) **"Bebe, *aaj toh...* today was an event."**

I told her everything. The sudden silence in the car, Ishita's worry about her motives, the ice cream, and then, the main event: the collision with the rude girl and Ishita's explosive defense of me.

When I recounted the part where Ishita shoved me behind her and declared war on the stranger, Bebe started chuckling softly.

**Rudra:** **"...And then she said, '*Aayi badi! Chali ja varna muh todh dungi!*' Bebe, she looked like a firecracker! I had to literally pick up her tiny self and clamp my hand over her mouth before she cursed someone in the garden!"**

Bebe burst into a full, genuine laugh, shaking her head as she continued to stroke my hair.

**Preeto Dadi:** **"*Hahaha! Oye, wah!* My daughter-in-law is a warrior! *Aur tu? Tu toh use utha kar bhaag gaya!*"** (And you? You ran away carrying her!)

**Rudra:** (I lifted my head slightly, leaning back on my elbows, my face alight with a smile that felt foreign, yet perfect) **"What was I supposed to do? She was screaming *chutiya* in public! *Mera naam kharab ho jaata!*"** (My name would have been ruined!)

**Preeto Dadi:** **"*Arre, ab toh Rudra Singh Rathor ka naam kharab nahi hoga.*"** (Oh, now Rudra Singh Rathor's name won't be ruined.) She looked at me, her eyes shining with admiration. **"*Pichhle bees saal se, tu sirf apne business ke baare mein sochta tha.* Cold. Heartless. Ruthless. *Aaj toh tu muskurate hue uski gaaliyon ki list bata raha hai.*"** (For the last twenty years, you only thought about your business. Today you are laughing while telling me about her list of curses.)

She rested her hand on my cheek, her expression deeply affectionate.

**Preeto Dadi:** **"*Woh tera dil pighla rahi hai, puttar.* You haven't laughed like this since you were a child. *Woh ladki nahi, woh tera ilaaj hai.*"** (She is melting your heart, son. She is not a girl, she is your cure.)

**Rudra:** (I leaned back, resting my head on her lap again, my gaze distant, thinking about Ishita's fiery eyes) **"I know, Bebe. *Woh mera dimaag kharab karti hai,* but she makes me feel... human. *Jab woh mere liye itni shiddat se ladti hai,* I feel like I finally belong somewhere."** (She ruins my mind. When she fights for me with so much passion...)

**Preeto Dadi:** **"She is fighting for your soul, *beta.* And you ran away with her. *Kyun?* Because you were afraid of what you might say. *Kya woh 'I love you' tha, jo tumne bola tha?*"** (Why? Was that 'I love you' that you said?)

I chuckled, recalling the awkward ending to the fight.

**Rudra:** **"No, I called her my friend. And when she got angry, I told her I say 'I love you' by picking her up. *Aur phir woh mujhe 'pattu' bol kar bhaag gayi.*"** (And then she called me 'rock' and ran away.)

**Preeto Dadi:** **"*Pattu?* Why did she call you that?"**

**Rudra:** **"I think she meant I am too heavy, too cold, or maybe just too hard to crack. *Lekin woh nahi jaanti... ki woh mujhe har roz thoda-thoda todh rahi hai.*"** (But she doesn't know... that she is breaking me little by little every day.)

Bebe simply smiled, her eyes filled with knowing satisfaction. **"*Haan, Rudra. Aur jab woh tumhein poora todh degi, tabhi tum uske banoge.*"** (Yes, Rudra. And only when she breaks you completely, will you become hers.)

She softly patted my head, allowing me to rest in the momentary calm that only Ishita's chaos could provide.

I stayed in Bebe's lap, the quiet comfort of the moment letting me unpack the fear I never admitted to anyone.

**Preeto Dadi (Bebe):** (She gently ran her fingers through my hair) **"*Kab bolega use apne dil ki baat, Rudra?*"** (When will you tell her the truth of your heart, Rudra?)

**Rudra:** (I sighed, the admission heavy on my tongue) **"*Pata nahi, Bebe.* I usually don't fear anything, but I am scared. I'm scared of what she will think, or if she will even accept me, Bebe. *Mera dark world uske colourful world se bohot alag hai.*"** (I don't know, Bebe. My dark world is very different from her colourful world.)

**Rudra:** **"She is sunshine, Bebe. My life is... sharp edges and stone walls. *Agar woh dar gayi toh?*"** (What if she gets scared?)

**Preeto Dadi:** (She chuckled softly, a knowing sound) **"*Tere dada... haaye! Woh bhi bilkul tere jaise the!* Afraid to speak his mind to me. *Toh isliye maine hi bol di!*"** (Your grandfather... sigh! He was exactly like you! So I was the one who said it!)

She smiled, reminiscing. **"*Aur pata hai?* The very next day, he brought the entire procession! The whole *baraat* came to take me home. He was so relieved I had done the hard part for him!"** (And you know what?)

**Rudra:** (I smiled at the image of the great Rathor patriarch being shy, but shook my head) **"*Par meri Ishi aisi nahi hai, Bebe.* She is very soft, shy. *Woh pata nahi mere liye kya feel karti hai.* She only calls me her friend or *'Mr. Hulk.'*"** (But my Ishi is not like that, Bebe. She doesn't know what she feels for me.)

**Preeto Dadi:** (She stopped stroking my hair, her hands resting firmly on my head, her tone turning firm and loving) **"*Toh jaldi se use bol de, Rudra!* Stop hiding behind your fears! *Phir main use apne kangan doongi.*"** (Then tell her quickly! Then I will give her my bangles.)

My breath hitched. The *kangan* (bangles) were the ancestral heirloom, reserved for the first daughter-in-law of the Rathor line, the one who would truly lead the house.

**Preeto Dadi:** **"*Kyunki woh mere Rudra ki biwi banegi.* She will be the first daughter-in-law of this household. *Woh ladki jisne tujhe jeena sikha diya, teri badi behen Tara ke marne ke baad.*"** (Because she will become my Rudra's wife. That girl who taught you how to live, after the death of your older sister Tara.)

The mention of my late sister, Tara, the one I had closed my heart over twenty years ago, struck a deep, profound chord. Bebe was telling me that Ishita wasn't just a partner; she was the one who had undone the trauma that made me cold.

**Rudra:** (I sat up, meeting her steady gaze, my eyes dark with realization and resolve) **"Bebe..."**

**Preeto Dadi:** **"She fought for you today, Rudra. *Usne duniya ke saamne tumhe defend kiya.* She doesn't see your wealth, she sees *you*. *Jaa, aur bol de.*"** (She defended you in front of the world. Go, and tell her.)

A sudden, fierce determination settled over me. Bebe was right. Ishita was the cure. She deserved the truth, not my cowardice.

**Rudra:** **"*Theek hai, Bebe.* I will do it. *Main kal hi usse milunga.*"** (Okay, Bebe. I will meet her tomorrow itself.)

**Preeto Dadi:** (She smiled radiantly, her eyes softening with relief) **"*Mera sher!* Just remember, *dil ki baat dil se bolna.* Not like a business deal."** (My lion! Speak from the heart, not like a business deal.)

I nodded, feeling lighter than I had in years. The Rathor Prince was finally ready to risk his heart for his Queen.

The next morning, I was a coiled spring of nerves and determination. I had planned it all: the rooftop garden at the Rathor Tower, shielded from the city noise, adorned with simple white lilies (Ishita's favorite, though she didn't know I knew). I had even practiced the words in my head-not the 'friend' nonsense, but the real, life-altering truth.

Before setting off to the Tower, I needed to hear her voice. Just a quick call to calm the unusual, frantic beat of my heart.

I dialed her number.

**Rudra:** (Trying to keep my voice light and steady) **"Good morning, *Meri Sherni.* Ready to face the day?"**

**Ishita:** (Her voice on the other end was quiet, thin, and immediately wrong) **"G-Good morning, Rudra."**

The usual cheer, the teasing, the energy-it was all gone.

**Rudra:** (My planned conversation vanished instantly) **"What happened? You sound... upset. *Sab theek hai?*"** (Is everything okay?)

**Ishita:** **"*Haan, haan, sab theek hai.* Just a little tired. Long night, you know."** (Yes, yes, everything is okay.)

She was lying. The pause was too long. And then, faintly, through the phone's speaker, I heard it-a small, ragged **sob**. A sound that cut through my composure faster than any business crisis.

**Rudra:** (My voice hardened, stripping away the nervousness, leaving only concern) **"Ishita. Don't lie to me. I heard that. *aap ro rahi ho.* Tell me what is wrong. *Main abhi aa raha hoon.*"** (You are crying. I am coming right now.)

I hung up, adrenaline flooding my system, instantly rerouting my life-changing plan. The confession could wait. Her tears could not

### **[Ishita's Perspective]**

I quickly hung up the phone, furious at my own lack of control. I knew Rudra had heard me. He heard everything.

I was sitting huddled on the cold stone steps outside my studio, my head bowed, trying to stop the endless flow of tears. Everything had fallen apart this morning.

A few minutes later, the familiar, low purr of his luxury car pulled up fast. The door opened, and his large, dark shadow fell over me.

**Rudra:** (He was kneeling on the step in front of me, his suit jacket already slightly rumpled, his breathing slightly rushed. His blue eyes, usually so cold, were wide and desperate) **"Ishita! What happened? Why are you sitting here? *Chalo andar chalo!*"** (Come on, let's go inside!)

He reached out, trying to gently lift me, but I pulled back slightly.

**Ishita:** (My voice was raw with crying) **"Rudra... *Papa ko... Papa ko hospital mein admit karwaya hai.*"** (I got Dad admitted to the hospital.)

The dam broke again, and fresh tears poured down my face.

**Ishita:** **"*Woh kal raat se theek nahi the... bahut zyada cough tha.* I took him this morning. The doctor said it's an infection. *Mujhe bahut darr lag raha hai, Rudra.*"** (He wasn't well since last night... he had a lot of cough. I'm very scared, Rudra.)

### **[Rudra's Perspective]**

Hearing the news, the carefully arranged white lilies, the practiced words, the entire plan for my confession, vaporized.

The shock on my face was genuine. *Her father.* The man she adored, her strength.

I instantly put one arm around her shoulders, pulling her against my chest. No more gentle handling; she needed solid anchor.

**Rudra:** (My voice was calm, authoritative, instantly taking control) **"*Shhh. Bas.* Don't cry. *Kuch nahi hoga.* Your father is strong. Which hospital? Tell me the name."** (Quiet. Nothing will happen. Which hospital?)

**Ishita:** (Muffled against his suit) **"City Care... *Main akeli hoon, Rudra...*"** (I'm alone, Rudra...)

**Rudra:** (I held her tighter, pulling back just enough to look her in the eyes) **"You are not alone. *Main hoon.* Always. *Apna bag uthao, chalo.* We are going to the hospital."** (I am here.)

I stood up, pulling her gently up with me. The confession was a risk; telling her I loved her now, when her world was shaking, would be selfish, manipulative, and too much pressure. It wasn't the right way to begin our defined relationship.

**Rudra** (Inner Monologue): *I will not push my happiness on her pain. I will be her shield first.*

**Rudra:** **"*aap bilkul tension mat lo.* We will get the best doctors. I will take care of everything. *Lekin abhi rona band karo.*"** (Don't worry at all. But stop crying now.) **"*Chalo.* We are wasting time."** (Let's go.)

I gently wiped the tears from her cheek with my thumb, giving her a look that promised absolute security. The words of love remained unspoken, replaced by the action of unwavering support.

### **[Ishita's Perspective]**

Rudra helped me into the passenger seat, buckling the seatbelt for me before I could even process the movement. The car shot forward smoothly, cutting through the city traffic with silent urgency.

My mind was racing, half-consumed by fear for my father, and half-consumed by the sudden appearance of the world's most powerful man in my personal crisis.

**Ishita:** (My voice was shaky, looking at his determined profile) **"Rudra, listen. City Care is a government hospital. My family... my parents don't know about us. About our friendship. *Woh kya sochenge agar unhone tumhe dekh liya toh?*"** (What will they think if they see you?)

My family was simple, traditional. A billionaire showing up in a crisis would either terrify them or make them suspicious of my intentions-the very fear I had just battled in the garden.

**Ishita:** **"They will ask too many questions. *Aapko dekh kar, sab darr jaenge.* Please, it's already complicated."** (Seeing you, everyone will get scared.)

### **[Rudra's Perspective]**

I heard the fear and embarrassment in her voice. She wasn't worried about my reputation; she was worried about protecting the simplicity of her family life and avoiding suspicion. The integrity of my Ishita was always her priority.

I took one hand off the steering wheel and briefly squeezed her hand resting on her knee, a gesture of reassurance.

**Rudra:** (My voice was low, instantly understanding her need for discretion) **"*Shhh. Relax.* I understand. *aapki family ko uncomfortable nahi feel hona chahiye.*"** (Your family shouldn't feel uncomfortable.)

**Rudra:** **"*Theek hai.* I will not come in front of them. I will be in the background, Ishi."**

**Rudra:** **"I will coordinate with the hospital administration and get the best doctors assigned to your father's case. I will pay for everything, arrange the best facility, but I will stay out of sight. *Sirf tumhein pata hoga ki main yahan hoon.*"** (Only you will know that I am here.)

I glanced at her, giving her a firm, unwavering look.

**Rudra:** **"*Par main jaaunga nahi.* I am not leaving you alone, Ishita. You can check on your father, and whenever you need a minute, a cup of coffee, or someone to lean on, I will be right there. *Apne bagal mein dekho, main hamesha milunga.*"** (But I am not leaving. Look beside you, you will always find me.)

**Rudra:** **"Deal?"**

She nodded, her eyes filling with fresh tears-not of sorrow, but of gratitude and profound relief.

**Ishita:** **"Deal, Rudra. Thank you."**

I didn't reply. I just focused on accelerating, determined to get her to the hospital as fast as possible, my role now shifted from secret admirer to silent guardian.

### **[Rudra's Perspective]**

We reached City Care. The hospital was functional, but lacking the sterile efficiency I was accustomed to. I immediately instructed Ishita to find her family while I headed toward the reception and the Doctor's station. I had already made a discreet call during the drive, ensuring the chief of medicine was alerted.

The doctor confirmed the diagnosis: **gallstones** (*pit ki thaili mein patthri*). Serious, requiring immediate care and possibly surgery, but treatable. A massive wave of relief washed over me.

From a distance, standing near the admin desk, I watched Ishita. She was talking to a doctor, her shoulders still tense, but she was nodding, absorbing the information. I was her silent shadow, ensuring every resource was mobilized while remaining invisible to her family.

### **[Ishita's Perspective]**

The news that it was gallstones, serious but manageable, brought a flood of dizzying relief. After talking to the doctor and seeing my father settled, I felt the need to breathe, to thank the silent anchor who was holding my world steady.

I told my brother I needed fresh air and slipped away into the maze of the hospital. I found Rudra in a quiet, dimly lit corridor, talking intently on his phone.

He was in full Rudra Singh Rathor mode: commanding, precise, his voice low but firm, clearly directing someone-likely about the hospital logistics.

I watched him-tall, imposing, wearing his expensive suit in this humble corridor, a fortress of strength. The tears I had been holding back all day, born of stress and gratitude, finally spilled over.

I ran to him.

He ended his call abruptly as I reached him, and I threw myself into his arms.

**Ishita:** (Tears streaming down my face, voice choked) **"Rudra!"**

He caught me instantly, his powerful arms wrapping tightly around my waist, pulling me flush against his chest. His usual stiffness was gone, replaced by a desperate, grounding hold.

**Rudra:** **"*Shhh.* I'm here. *Bas, ab theek ho jaega.* Everything is handled."** (Quiet. It will be fine now.)

**Ishita:** **"Thank you. *Bahut dar gayi thi main.* Thank you for coming... for being here."** (I was so scared.)

**Rudra:** (He stroked my hair softly) **"*aapko akela kaise chhod deta?* You are my responsibility, Ishita. *aap bas rona band karo.*"** (How could I leave you alone? Just stop crying.)

He pulled back gently, holding my face in his large hands.

**Rudra:** **"Your father will be fine. I already spoke to Dr. Sharma. He's the best surgeon for this. He will take care of everything. *Humne saari arrangements kar di hain.*"** (We have made all the arrangements.)

**Ishita:** **"Arrangements? What do you mean?"**

**Rudra:** (He lowered his voice, but the statement was firm) **"I have already settled the deposit and the initial treatment costs. *Sara treatment plan paid hai, Ishita.*"** (The entire treatment plan is paid for.)

My shock was immediate and electric. I pulled away from him, my hands flying up in protest.

**Ishita:** **"What?! *Kyun?!* Why would you do that, Rudra? *Yeh hamara matter hai!*"** (Why?! This is our matter!)

**Ishita:** **"*Hum log hain na!* My brother and I will handle the costs! You didn't have to do that! *Yeh toh bahut badi amount hogi!*"** (We are here! This must be a very big amount!)

**Rudra:** (His gaze was steady, utterly uncompromising) **"*aapne kaha tha na ki main background mein rahunga?* This is my background work, Ishita. *Aur aapne mujhe apne dukh mein shamil kiya hai.*"** (You told me I should stay in the background, right? And you have included me in your sorrow.)

**Rudra:** **"The best treatment takes time and money. *Aur main time waste nahi karta.* Your father needs immediate care, not paperwork. *Baat khatam.*"** (And I don't waste time. The matter is finished.)

**Ishita:** **"No, baat *khatam* nahi hui! Rudra, this is too much! *Main yeh nahi le sakti!*"** (The matter is not finished! I can't take this!)

**Rudra:** (He stepped closer, his voice softening just enough to remind me of the man in the park, not the CEO) **"*Aise kyun bol rahi ho?* Do you still think I have a motive? *Dosti mein itna toh chalta hai, Ishi.*"** (Why are you talking like this? This much is allowed in friendship, Ishi.)

**Rudra:** **"*Tumhe wapas karna hai?* Fine. Treat me to *ice cream* for the next fifty years. *Lekin abhi is par baat nahi.*"** (You want to pay me back? But not now.) **"Your father is my priority. Accept my support, Ishita. *Please.*"**

His words-*"Dosti mein itna toh chalta hai, Ishi,"* and *"Treat me to ice cream for the next fifty years"-*were his clever way of bypassing my pride. He was offering his wealth as a simple currency of their unique friendship, forcing me to accept his care.

**Ishita:** (I shook my head, my voice still stubborn) **"Rudra, that's not friendship, that's... *financial takeover!* It's a huge amount! *Main yeh bojh nahi le sakti!*"** (That's financial takeover! I can't take this burden!)

**Rudra:** (He took a gentle step closer, his eyes intense, conveying a seriousness that transcended money) **"*Toh mat lo.* Don't call it a burden. Call it the price of having me in your life. *Yeh mera investment hai.* Not in your career, not in your future, but in your *shanti*."** (Then don't take it. This is my investment. Not in your future, but in your peace.)

He reached out and softly cupped my face again, forcing me to hold his gaze.

**Rudra:** **"*Main yahan kyu aaya, Ishita?* Because you cried. Your tears are worth more than any hospital bill. *aapki takleef meri takleef hai.* Please. Let me handle this. *Mujhe mauka do.*"** (Why did I come here? Your pain is my pain. Give me a chance.)

His sincerity, his absolute unwavering resolve, finally broke through my resistance. I couldn't fight him; not when I was so utterly exhausted and terrified. He was offering a lifeline, demanding nothing but my trust in return.

My argument died in my throat. With a choked sound, I dropped my protest.

**Ishita:** **"*Theek hai... theek hai, Rudra.* Thank you."**

I leaned forward immediately, collapsing against his broad chest. My arms went tightly around his waist, burrowing in, seeking the stability he always provided.

**Ishita:** (I clung to him, whispering into his expensive suit) **"*Aap bahut acche ho, Rudra.* Too good. *Aur main... main aapse bahut darti hoon ki aap itne acche ho.*"** (You are very good, Rudra. And I... I am so afraid of how good you are.)

He didn't answer with words. His hold instantly **tightened**, one hand cradling the back of my head, pulling me firmly against the warm, solid anchor of his body. He was letting me lean on him completely, taking all my weight.

I snuggled **closer**, trying to absorb his heat, letting his strong presence filter out the cold hospital air and the fear for my father. I was a **tiny, fragile thing** tucked against his enormous frame, but here, I was safe.

**Rudra:** (His voice was a deep, soft rumble against my hair, meant only for me) **"*Shhh, meri jaan.*"** (My life.) **"*Bas yahin raho.* Don't worry about anything else. *Main sab sambhal lunga.*"** (Just stay right here. I will handle everything.)

He gently swayed slightly, **cradling** me, offering pure, silent solace in the lonely hospital corridor. His silence was the only confession I needed right now.

It had been a draining week. My father was home, discharged, but still frail. The hospital chaos had finally settled, thanks entirely to Rudra, who had been my silent rock. The surgery was postponed, giving my father time to gain strength.

I saw it in his eyes the moment he stepped out of the car-he was having *one of those days*. The kind where the weight of his empires felt heavier than his muscles could handle. That stiffness in his walk, the clenched jaw, the eyes a little darker than usual.

He said nothing, just leaned on the car while I locked the studio gate. He didn't have to speak-I knew.

We got inside the car, and the silence was thick with his stress. I waited until he had settled behind the wheel, his large hand gripping the steering wheel cover.

I took it out from my bag. A simple bracelet. Black leather with a steel strip on it-minimalist, strong, classy. *Just like him.*

**Ishita:** (I said gently, resting my hand on his thigh as he sat behind the wheel) **"Rudra."**

He glanced at me, his brows still creased, his expression questioning.

I held the bracelet up. **"It's not expensive, I mean-obviously. *Meri taraf se chota sa token hai.* But I saw it and... it looked like something you'd wear. Not flashy. Just... solid."** (It's a small token from my side.)

He blinked, confused for a second, then just stared, his intense blue eyes fixed on the simple jewelry.

I leaned in, fingers slightly shaking, and clasped it carefully around his wrist, right next to his massive, expensive watch-the ultimate contrast.

**Ishita:** **"See?"** I smiled. **"*Kaisa lag raha hai?* Now when you're having a bad day, at least you'll remember someone cares. Even if I'm yelling at you for not sleeping or skipping those terrible quinoa salads."** (How does it look?)

For the first time in hours-he softened. The lines around his eyes eased, and the stiffness left his shoulders.

### **Rudra Singh Rathor's Perspective**

She... gave me a *bracelet*.

I am used to transactions, not tokens of affection. My wrist is reserved for timepieces that measure success, not feelings. Yet, this simple leather band, placed there by her gentle hands, felt more valuable than all my assets.

She didn't owe me this. After the grueling week with her father, she should be resting. She did this because she noticed-because she *cares* beyond any expectation.

I looked down at the bracelet, then back at her-those big, kind eyes, her fingers trembling slightly as they brushed my skin.

**Rudra:** (Inner Monologue): *This is her currency. Not money. Not status. Just pure, unadulterated care.*

I took her hand, the one that had just given me this tiny anchor, and brought it to my lips. I kissed the back of it.

Softly. Silently. A pledge of devotion that needed no words.

**Rudra:** (I looked into her eyes, my voice rough with gratitude) **"Thank you, Ishita. *Yeh mere liye bahut zyada hai.*"** (This means a lot to me.)

**Rudra:** **"*Main isey kabhi nahi utaarunga.* Never."** (I will never take this off.)

I lifted my wrist and looked at the black leather. It was a tangible connection to her lightness, her truth, in the midst of my heavy world.

**Rudra:** **"Next time,"** I murmured, **"don't worry about the price. Worry about what you make me feel. *Woh anmol hai.*"** (That is priceless.)

I started the engine, the hum of the car now a backdrop to the quiet intimacy we shared, the simple bracelet a constant reminder of my **fierce little reality**.

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